You know during my summer vacation I was gonna do so much you know?? You make this plan in your head. Okay I have 6 weeks now here is what Im gonna do. You know what im kinda dissapointed in myself and here are the reasons why ;c

1. I studied Japanese ALL holidays and whenever I had free time.
Why do I think this is a dissapointment? I could have done much more artwork, I could have gone more places and done things but no I decided I had to study also with the pressure of my host mum thinking studying is very good. I would have prefered to spend my time watching Anime, reading Manga and going out places and learning things from her then stuck in a book which I hated so Did I learn much? no. .... It might be better when I go back to school.. I sorta wish i had friends or a club to go to almost everyday now so that I wouldnt have to study, study, study... I didnt come to Japan to just STUDY... RAWR im just a bit angry >.<

2. I didnt go to any big cities or anything.....
I`m kinda sad about not being able to go sight seeing in Kyoto or anywhere. Then again Im being Selfish cause I did go places like Kobe to watch my school in the all Japan table tennis championships and go to tateyama a nice mountain region. I also had my summer camp, went to my towns festival and went to a Japanese drum concert. You knw that is a lot but I feel like im being deprived of something. My host family is just me and my host parents. My host father is a busy buisness man so we dont get much of a chance to go anywhere with him.. And even on the public holidays they think going places like Tokyo or Osaka is to crowded.. I feel sad about that cause I really wanna go and see these places and see some of Japan a bit more. If I can in the future I want to go to Tokyo and Osaka to see more of Japan not just my Chapter though there are really nice places here.

Well i guess thats the end of my rant.. Id have loved to do more in my summer holidays but well there gone and I cant get them back... -sigh- I really want to go some other places sometime...